When my friend first came to me and asked me to start playing Ragnarok
Online, I was against it. I already had enough of games I thought to myself
and just didnt want to get sucked into mindless leveling. Nevertheless,
I
gave it a try and before I realized it, I was hooked. Halfway through my
15
day trial period, I knew that Id be paying monthly. Im not sure
what I
liked about the game
maybe it was the character design or just all
of the
character classes I could choose from
but I found myself spending
all of my
free time playing. A lot of things surprised me in game but I never though
that Id be able to find someone that Id love.
I had just started a novice which I planned to turn into a shield crusader
when she showed up. Her player character was Prism Afterglow. I remember
her
asking me what level I was. I really had just started the character so
I was
only level one. When she told me that she was looking for someone to party
with, I said that I couldnt help her with the one I was using but
that I
wouldnt mind coming on and tanking for her as my Grand Cross Crusader,
Ziegmihn.
After meeting, we spent a lot of time together. She created a swordie
named
Freya Night just so that we could level with each other. (Well, Id
mainly
tank while she leveled but it was still fun =3 ) Wed talk a lot
about
ourselves, leveled together and pretty much enjoy the game. It wasnt
long
before I realized that I had feelings for her. It wasnt just a normal
crush
or anything like that either. I truly loved her. Id get butterflies
in my
stomach whenever she was around and cherished every minute I spent with
her.
One day, after we were done leveling for the day, I mustered enough courage
to tell her I loved her. It was such an awkward moment
She mentioned
that
shed like to get to know me better before deciding whether or not
she felt
the same way. I respected that and waited. Now that I think about it,
she
must have thought that I was insane.
Well, things just continued that way until about Christmas time. I remember
doing my best to try to make enough for her present. I wanted to get her
a
red ribbon but just didnt have enough money to do it. I spent so
many hours
trying to gather items to sell and vend. Luckily, I had gathered just
enough
to buy the ingredients to make one right before Christmas. We did our
gift
exchange as Zieg and Freya in Lutie on the benches right next to Snowy
Snow.
After talking a bit, we decided that we wanted and in game marriage. Even
though I was overjoyed at this, I was still waiting for the three words
that
would make happy. They didnt come.
It wasnt until a little later that I heard her say them. We were
training
in Payon dungeon level 3, right before the entrance to level four. She
told
me that she loved me then. I remember feeling my hear skip a beat. I really
couldnt believe how happy I felt. I didnt sleep a wink that
night either.
Since then, weve always been together.
Im planning on going out to meet her in April after I finish my
degree. The
tickets are bought and were both really excited about meeting each
other.
Im pretty confident that things will work out between us. I honestly
believe that shes the one and hope to one day even ask
her to marry me
(in real life I mean).
Id like to thank everyone at Gravity Interactive for making it
possible for
me to meet her. Im truly grateful.
- Ziegmihn
When I first started Ragnarok, I was dazzled by the landscapes and the looks
of it ... but little did I know that it would change my life.
I remember that I didn`t know things much in those days ... and I had
only
played for a few. Someone had actually helped me, though I haven`t seen
him
since, and got me through my first levels. I hadn`t been playing very
long,
and so, after he starting signing on less and less, I had to play by myself.
I remember asking a Novice (who I thought was a swordsman,) if we could
be
in a party together. He said he was a Novice ... but then signed onto
another character of his... named Ziegmihn.
At first, the chat was friendly and fun. We became very good friends
with
each other. When my usual kind heart came online, Ziegmihn chose a lower
level character and still came with me to party. Soon, we were in parties
together all the time. I asked him for a pet Savage Babe, and I worked
long
and hard for it, as did he ... though, in the end, he gave it to me as
a
present. I didn`t have the funds to keep it, though, so I asked him to
have
it ... and he agreed.
Time went by fast. Each night, we would spend hours leveling together
...
sometimes as similar characters; sometimes with his Crusader watching
me
carefully as I leveled up to make sure I didn`t run out of HP.
And then, one day, in Payon, he told me he loved me.
Not the in-game love. The out of game love.
At first, I was a little shaken by this ... it took me some time to get
used to it. Things continued; we started exchanging gifts regularly; he
would buy me good equipment, I would give him the cards and rare items
that
I found. We spent Christmas together, and exchanged gifts in Lutie.
A little while later, while we were talking in the Payon Caves and there
were ghosts and zombies about, I suddenly realized just how much he meant
to
me. I really did love him. And what was amusing was that if his friend
had
not introduced him to Ragnarok (he was skeptic at first) ... if I had
not
asked him if he wanted to party ... then perhaps we might have never met
each other.
This is not a story of love between two characters. This is a story of
love
that was born in Ragnarok, and grew into something beautiful.
Already he has plane tickets to come see me, as we live far away ...
if
things go well, I will visit him; and perhaps, if things are still going
good, then who knows what will happen ... maybe we will move in together.
We`ve discussed things like that, living conditions, houses, marriage.
Thank you Ragnarok, for starting something that went beyond gaming.
- Freya Night
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